'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
Kelvin Chan
14th June ; my special day
* G O I N G C R A Z Y S O O N *
Friday, April 17, 2009, 12:31:00 AM
So Many Wild Thoughts From The Past Running Through My Mind Again This Few Days.Why Do People Suffer? Why Life Isn't Fair? Why Things I'm Trying To Work Out Always Gets Wrong? What Am I Gonna Be When I Grow Up? What Do I Have To Do To Get A Better Life For My PArents And Me? Why I Have Such Kind Of Friends? Why People Believe In Fate? God Created Us. Its So Damn True. He Created All Of Us With A Pair Of Hands.
And From Then, We Should Work Things Out With That Pair Of Hands And Not Waiting For Things To Happen.. Family Breaking Up And Sinking Deep Down. I Never Have A Nice Sleep Since I Was 10,10/12/1999. Which Was Going To Be 10yrs In A Few Months Time. The Day My Eldest Brother Passed Away. He Left The Very Heavy Thing Behind For Me And 2nd Brother And That Is RESPONSIBILTY. It Was Very Light For Me When I Was Young That Time. Times Flies. I'm Growing Older. Its Becoming Heavier. So Heavy That I Almost Can't Walk With It On My Back. Too Much Things To Stress For. Can't i Just Be A Kid Forever? I Don't Wanna Gow Up. People Says Growing Up Makes U Grow Stronger. But I Feel Weaker Day By Day. Too Much Things Happen Around The World Everyday. I Ain't The Worst. Still Working Things Out To Get A Better Life. Kor.. I MISS YOU!!
I'm Really Tired. I Don't Know How Long I Can Hold On To. I Really Feel Like Dropping Dead Down Now. Life Is Really Tiring.. But Dropping Dead Down Isn't The Way. Still I Gotta Stay Strong And Work Things Out. Live On No Matter What. Cos I Believe I Can Create My OWn Beautiful Future With The Pair Of Hand God Gave Me.
STAY STRONG ! STAY STRONG! STAY STRONG KEL! ! ! U CAN DO IT ! STOP CRYING AND STAND UP ON UR FEET AGAIN! BELIEVE IS WAD U GOTTA DO..